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2006/11/04 Close
π 2006-11-04 00:00 by Ralf in Moods
I miss my friends. They are close yet so far away. We are drifting everyday a little bit more.
2006/11/03 Uneasy
π 2006-11-03 00:00 by Ralf in Moods
I see them cruise at a distance. They are having fun. Am I? Doesn't look like.

I see them gadgets. "The tools will save you" they do say. I don't think so. They seem to be happy about it. I'm not.

Is that envy I feel? Could be. Or not. I tried the gadgets and I feel nothing. I don't understand what they see in them. I feel pity for all this hype.

I am definitely lost. I don't know what I want anymore. I have nothing. I have it all. I have what I wanted. And a lot more. It used to be simple. When did that change?

2006/11/03 Low key
π 2006-11-03 00:00 by Ralf in Moods
Low tide. Sharp rocks emerging from water. Cold and distant. Screams. Crying. Lack of control. Powerless. Started with smiles. Ended crying. Couldn't stand it anymore. Difficult times.

Luckily she was there. She knows. She's strong. I don't. I'm not.

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